So ill try this hcg diet thing!

So a friend of mine recommended this hcg drops diet thing that she is doing and lost all sorts of weight with it. I figured what the hell ill try it!

Today I took the drops and ate and ate. Not hard since I just eat all the time anyway!

I'm 5'10 and want to lose about 40 pounds. This morning I weighed in at 186.5 pounds. Just 3 months ago I weighed 170. I can't believe I've put on almost 17 pounds! Well I can actually. Thanksgiving, Christmas, food Turkey drinks chocolate cookies wine champagne has all taken its toll and gave me a really gross muffin top!

I'm not a good dieter. Every diet I've been on failed. Don't get me wrong....I start and do well for a few weeks then I just give up. I love my carbs....rice and beans! Forget Chinese! I can eat fried rice and boneless BBQ ribs everyday! I also love my coffee with milk and lots of sugar. Wow....I'm gonna miss you yummy greasy msg filled foods!!!

The only diet that's ever worked for me is the depression diet! Everyone tells me they always eat and eat when they're depressed. I'm the opposite. I actually won't eat for days. But I'm not depressed right now....that doesn't help! So what's a gal to do??? Take the pregnancy hormone fool the body into thinking I'm preggo so it will burn fat. I guess ill just try about anything right about now.

My clothes don't fit. My face is round. I better do something cause at this rate 200 is just a few weeks away!

So here is my journey into this new world of low Carb and low calorie! Tomorrow ill be eating all the foods I love. It will be a long time till I get to have you again!